I am still rolling
Between the sheets wet
Sweating all night

I am still hugging
Tightly the pillow seeking
Comfort.

I am denied in the
Land of dreams a place
Waiting the
Sharp piercing of the
Morning in
Denial of the night before
Scared.

I remain in bed
Taking refuge from my fears and
Pain.

I remain in bed
Cowardice act of self-
Pity.

February 15, 2019