Tag Archives: Psychology

Forgot

Posted on September 13, 2021 by alaindesade

I keep forgettingI forget to writeI forget to eatI forget thatI forgot andKeep on forgettingThey say it’sOld ageHow old do you have to beTo be oldI forgotHow old was my grandfatherWhen he died!He was oldDefinitely old butFull of youth!A youthful … Continue reading →

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Paddling

Posted on November 29, 2020 by alaindesade

P is difficult letter for me Peas and bees are some of my P favourites to confuse Pasta I eat every day People heard laughing at me Paddling I try in vain Paddling through life scared. … November 28, 2020

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Ray of pain

Posted on February 13, 2020 by alaindesade

A singular ray penetrates My skin through a nano sized hole Into the depth of my unknown Is there a soul Is there an essence Is there me? A singular ray penetrates My skin through a nano sized hole And … Continue reading →

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A day in the life of Sample Undone!

Posted on February 12, 2020 by alaindesade

Random Debt from the famous Guide Showed up at his door One day Followed by the collectors of Westworld on her heels One day Filled with shows one after the other Empty time strung randomly into One day Pizza boxes, … Continue reading →

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Summer, winter

Posted on February 5, 2020 by alaindesade

Her name is Summer Always arguing for winter Even in the mist of blizzards A case of wishing for the opposite The unreachable. In winter she remembers Her name with nostalgia Always arguing for winter But it is here she … Continue reading →

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Stop

Posted on April 4, 2019 by alaindesade

Stop sending Endless emails about Nothing stop I had enough noise Today head, my Head is screaming Electronic Noise is buzzing Life into Void, digital existence is Called, now I Understand Buddha’s teaching Delusion and Emptiness, are the existence in … Continue reading →

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Shadow warriors

Posted on February 28, 2019 by alaindesade

It is a mythology daddy My daughter assures me As we recount the story The dream I had The shadow floating in the void That is my mind A horse, A knight, A savage warrior A hyena eating the dead … Continue reading →

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Steps in the dark

Posted on January 26, 2019 by alaindesade

Sleeping alone tonight She has gone The tiny note She left full Of tiny words written By her tiny hand A memory to caress All I have in My lonely night I need water I choke I stumble in the … Continue reading →

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Blood pressure

Posted on January 19, 2019 by alaindesade

I eat a little I eat too much I drink and drink Only water is allowed I wake up at midnight I take a reading The numbers persist It is too high It is too low Headaches and Heat rash … Continue reading →

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Long Silent

Posted on January 18, 2019 by alaindesade

Long silent I have been silent for long Contemplating Pretending Pretending to contemplate Time Time unmeasured remains in my Soul Silent Long silent Face Appears Appears on the surface of my Conscious Conscious? Am I? For how long? I have … Continue reading →

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